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On one wall, a loose canvas painting hangs from a curtain rod that depicts a dark room with dramatic lighting coming from the doorway. A figure stands behind bars of rosary beads that is sewn onto the painted door. Another figure of a skeleton lays directly across on a bed, swarmed by caterpillars. On the other wall, a poem is painted on the wall, describing the scenery of the painting.

Fear and Love

Alexis Gurski

Oil on Canvas

Undergraduate

Fear and Love embodies a therapeutic reflection of personal, persistent memories that muddle together into a singular painting and poem. Inspired by early adolescence, various themes of religious trauma, malnourishment and culture of disordered eating become present in depictions of a skeleton figure and a cell-like door adorned with rosary beads. The poem is an additional element to help convey the message of the painting.

Symbolism guides the work in terms of transformation or hope as an outcome to these past memories through the motif of butterflies and larva. Butterflies have been deemed as these transformative icons for centuries, inspiring change within those who need hope in dark times.