The relationship we each have with ourselves is the most complex and important relationship we have in life. I have been in survival mode for most of my life, and this piece represents the heart sinking feeling of waking up one day and realizing that four years have gone by in a flash. Sometimes, I don’t even know what has happened and I feel like screaming out for help. People only see part of what you show, but so much is hidden underneath every person’s “water.” This piece is the way that I feel when I may look calm on the outside.